1. lately my heart has been a bipolar mess. it craves people one minute and solitude the next. it wants acceptance. it wants to fly free independently. Detachment. It helps me focus on me, but is focusing on myself what my priority should be? didn’t I want to be so busy that I wouldn’t have time for even my friends and family? I’ve prayed for this moment every day… so many questions circle unanswered in my mind. Why am I unhappy? Happiness you evade me. I’m always searching, but at the moment feels as though you’ll never belong to me.

  2. "It’s amazing how you can get so far from where you’d planned, and yet find it was exactly where you needed to be."
    - Sarah Dessen (via anditslove)

    hm.

    (Source: quote-book, via romanholidays)

  3. accepted my hectic life = me happier.

  4. but take a chance for a life.
  5. new years tumblr resolution:

    pour my heart out into this blog all year. fuck yeah.

  6. Disneyland for 17th birthday
  7. lol.

    I feeeel like lol-ing.

    hahahahhahauehhwwhwhhwhheeeehhhhheeee hoopoe ahhhhaahahahaha a aaeeeee

  8. note to self: stop telling others my dreams and goals. it’ll lead me down a road of disappointment. I’m better than that; I deserve more & and no less.

  9. “remember when I was angry at the world and wanted to take a boat to a place far far away from people and you said you’d go with me? I’m not angry anymore but I still want to go.”

  10. horseback riding= BEST.FEELING.EVER. your worries vanish and you are the wind. until you wake up the next morning sore as f*ck.

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